national day celebrations today. was pretty fine with lots of videos and songs. remind me of the national day of 09. aww i miss 2d. :x going back school for cid tmrw. and i left phy notes in class again, hopefully the attendant will help me open door else i can die. people arent replying my texts, idk if its on purpose or what. :D yes it was you who said you wanted to not do and it was also you who said we should faster do. what is your problem tsk. talking to you takes away that few seconds i was supposed to be happy.

trust no one.

hellooooo darlings. :D fav day tmrw, wednesday hahaha. just hope some very nice and interesting people dont ruin stuff for me again. i really really really miss nicole. :D guess what, we only had about 1 hour plus of cca today haha. cos of icas. could have wasted another 15 mins in icas but yes, yknw what happened. D< i hate my braces bleh. i cant eat anything! think i asked people to shut up alot today. :x oops. i mean, how can you stand someone who is constantly telling you that he/she will fail physics paper even though when he/she havent even take the paper and have mugged the whole night?! then after that still keep whining and whining and whining. hello, you should see how many questions i actually knew how to do. talk about failing. :x i seriously cant stand such people. :@ and, i want to put braces, my problem, none of yours okay. so stop saying what aiyah she so rich nothing to spend on thats why lah. i have so many things i want and dont buy them, nothing to spend on, yeah right. and even if it is so, i dont see what business it is of yours. so yeah, kindly keep your comments to yourself, i didnt ask for them. :D yes, im in a desperate attempt to be more polite yeah. :D but im sorry for not being sorry for being rude. yeah i know, youre the teacher, im the student. youre superior, i must listen to you. i must respect you i agree, but have you respected me. you tell us just an hour ago that we are supposed to stay back. i could have just went off and pretended like i didnt know. but i didnt, i told you. is that not enough for you. when we didnt hand up our homework you expect us to tell you beforehand, but when you want us to stay back you dont tell us before that? yeah, like you said, we dont have a choice because youre the teacher and you can do what you want. but have you respected us. have you asked if we were alright with the arrangements and if we were hungry and actually needed to eat? you said you would only take awhile, but its just a half an hour break. our classroom's the 4th floor and a distance away from canteen. by the time we go down, we will need to come up again. there is always one thing i dont get, why cant it be done some other day. our test is already over, so why must you do it now during our rare break. what you make me think is that this, is all to your own convenience. everything. truth is, i was ttly like what?! when you told us that you are our teacher and you can take away our break as and when you want. we're your students darling, not your servants. we're not at your beck and call. to think that maybe this year my teacher can be less pissed with me, but now seriously, forget it. guess i came off as harsh today, because im so sick of people asking me to do this do that at the very last minute. melissa, could you do this today, melissa, could you come here today etc etc. who am i. im not your superwoman. maybe ive been too nice all my life that people think im a pushover. but from now, i'll try not to be. because when you give in too much, you'll get sick of it someday. yeah, drop my conduct, for all i care.

CANT BELIEVE IM AT UNITED SQ WHEN HALF THE WORLD IS MUGGING PHYSICS. ZZZ. DENTAL TMRW, OUCH. 

YOU, THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY. :D

hello hello. :D ah finally, one post that is not totally in caps. been pretty long since i stationed myself in front of the computer with a wider screen and larger words. hah, this week was totally a huge disaster, but at least it felt like this week flew past. woah thank god. :D sadly all i remember of this week is just hardcore mugging and chionging of homework and going home. all work and no play makes jack a dull boy, no wonder im losing colour nowadays. >D its my favourite day today, friday! hahaha. okay, lets start from monday. mindless rantings. :D monday was sort of okay as compared to other days luh, except for waiting for the dentist for like 1 plus hour and end up reaching home super late and having to study for phy prac. lucky i didnt read the notes LOL, i guess nothing came out from it hah. :D yeah then tuesday, usual cca, reached home not very early ike around 730 and my legs were aching. :x alot alot. then mugged for chem prac again (no life zzz) and yeah, thats all. then wednesday. wednesday and thursday was utterly screwed, keep getting pissed ugh. :x yes wednesday was supposed to be my favourite day cos of slack lessons but horribly terribly kiasu people who chope places and chiong for basins to wash their TEST TUBES AFTER CHEM EXAM just totally ruined everything. seriously luh, its just washing of test tubes can! its not even included in your chem prac time lah please. and you guys take such a long long time to just wash everything out, hello, stop being such a perfectionist. just so you know, youre not the only people that needs to wash your test tubes tyvm. yes, so the patient me waited and waited until they were done. by that time i was already :@. yeah so i just dao whatever they were trying to say to me oops. :x then went back to class and started complaining about it to people heh. not like i mind they see this yknw. had eng remedial after that, it was okay. :D then thursday. woke up in the morning feeling very very fine, but then suddenly we had to go for dance prac?! bio theory on friday eh, i havent even started studying nor completed phy assignment. so throughout the whole time i was (n), really didnt know what to do. discussed with xuke whether we should raise it up to them, but dont think it was a very good idea. :x so in the end i walked to school at this horribly fast speed and avoided every single person i knew (LOL) because i was really really confused and perplexed, since i cant please both sides. so that ttly ruined my morning, it only made me worry and worry and worry and think and think and think. but in the end it was cancelled. so much for being down. :x friday was probably the best uhh, except for screwing up bio theory. ohwells, not like i dont screw up in exams hahaha. :D so here i am, i love fridays yay! though i can die tmrw morning because we did so much in cca today and swear my legs gonna cramp up and ache lots and my shoulders are going to ache even more. whats more ive got kumon. luckily phy tuition isnt starting tmrw. :D off to do other stuff, goodbye everyone.

diet officially starts today, now, at this time. way to go melissa. :D

GOSH, BIO TEST TMRW. ZZZ JUST HOPE IT WOULDNT BE TOO HARD OR I CAN SERIOUSLY GO DIE UHH. YOU SHOULD SEE HOW PRODUCTIVE MY REVISION WAS AY. I HATE BIO UGH. THIS WEEK IS A PRETTY SCREWED ONE, TOO MUCH THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT AND GET PISSED OVER LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY. I SERIOUSLY HATE MY LIFE NOW, SWEAR. D: 

IT WILL BE OVER, SOON. GOODLUCK EVERYONE. 

YOU DISGUST ME. D<

HELLO DARLINGS. :D APPARENTLY THERES STH WRONG WITH MY PHONE SO THIS IS ALL IN CAPS UGH. NEVERMIND. PHYSICS PRAC TMRW, OHNO. I DONT WANNA SCREW IT UP BUT YEAH. AM CURRENTLY TIRED OUT SO BEN XIAO JIE SHALL GO SLEEP. :D I LOVE MY SLACK LIFE BYEBYE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I WASTED BATTERY BY POSTING THIS. :D NIGHTS PEOPLE. :D 

its back to school again, and monday's a triple science day ugh. i hate mondays. i want more weekends. ):

when i need you, youre never there. when you need me or want something from me, i have to be there in a blink. and you call yourself my friend? think again. im just your another substitute. when your friends arent around or you want to ask a favour of me, you act as if we've been best friends for life. but then when you are with youre friends, it seems to you like i never existed and as if we never met. you dont bother saying hi, dont bother to help me out. its like people are obilged to lend you stuff but you arent to lend others stuff. finally, please stop complaining. why must we all be the victims of your mood swings. :x

guess who i saw today. i couldnt stop laughing after that. :D

i going to miss dance studio packing tmrw thanks to kumon. i like packing studio and finding all the cute little stuffs like the dodo club blusher. D: i hate tuition hmph. and whats more im going to seem like such a slacker because im not helping them. tuition tuition tuition (n). im tired, and glad its the end of the week. i hate this life. D:

everytime when im at the edge of forgetting, you make your existence known and remind me of what we used to have. why must you.

im really really confused now, idk what to do yeah. what should i say, what am i supposed to do. in and out, now i see you, later i dont. something like that. :x i'd rather you get out of my life yknw. stop doing this to me, its not fun really.

and you. just shut up please, stop being so immaturely insensitive and irritatingly indecisive. seriously, so you think youre the only one that has got all the work while we just slack away? wake up, and stop being so selfish. ive tolerated you long enough okay. man, how i miss 2d without disgusting people, like yknw, you.